traumaticus | [ic inbox]

Entry tags:

!expiation,
!ingame

[ic inbox]

inbox.

action ✦ text ✦ voice ✦ video

The kiss between them tastes salty and metallic, creating a stark contrast to the softness of their lips and tongues that kept meeting in the hungry kiss. It almost felt like he was trying to pay back for the one that he had previously denied Silco mere a moments ago. The aftermath of the death that still lingered thick in the room worked only as a booster for Richard, making him more eager and desperate for more. The adrenaline rushes through his veins, heating up his body -- pushing him forward.

The hand reaching down between his legs stroke his erection does draw a high pitched whimper out of Richard. Closing his eyes he continues to whine and moan against Silco's mouth. His body felt like a hot, soft mold for the other man to manipulate and shape to his liking, making Richard respond to each caress and touch.

It does take some self-restrain from him to break the kiss and pull away so that he could once again look into Silco's now perfect blue eyes. "I want that," he begins, voice heavy and thick from arousal and desire. He moves his hand from between their bodies up to cup the other man's cheek, thumb brushing over his wet lips. "--That fury of yours. I want to feel it in my body."

By now, the flecks and spatters of blood had dried on his skin and was starting to create little itchy spots as he moved around. It was lucky for him that they were stripping most of their clothing off where the cooling blood would smear against their skin if left unattended. His breath remained quickened and his kisses were gaining an edge to them that he hardly allowed himself normally.

His lips were reddened and a bit swollen from the rough pressure of their kisses, slightly parted as he watched Richard. His hand continued to stroke the younger man's cock even as he tipped his face into that hand, both eyes half closing at the dichotomy of gentle and sharpness of their motions with each other. "...do you?" It was almost a whisper; he kept a firm hold of his temper and his lust for violence much of the time.

His hand dropped away from his lover's cock so he had both hand to seize the back of Richard's thighs to lift the younger man up as he twisted around so he could slam Richard down on his desk. It was less rough and more uncontrolled with his eagerness, but he filled the space as he leaned over his lover and lowered his head so he could add sharp nips with misaligned front teeth followed by a purposeful hickey right on Richard's clean shoulder where it could be easily hidden but they'd both know it was there.

Ever since the first time they had fallen in the bed together and when Silco had dismissed the idea of introducing the pain into the sex Richard had stayed quiet about it, not making anymore similar requests. Instead he had just silently agreed to follow the other man's lead as they learned about each others' bodies, finding new aspects and turns of them night after a night. But tonight was not about calm and and modest introductions, no.

Tonight was all about the monster that lurked behind their calm and calculating exteriors. The ruthlessness violence, nearly animalistic passion, the burning rage. Ricard had seen all those just a moments ago when Silco had lunged at the intruder, sharp knife flashing in the air and painting their little world red. The other man had enjoyed the power, Richard could tell. And well, it wasn't like he hadn't enjoyed watching the other man to let go and true his true colors. If anything witnessing that had awoken the hunger within Richard, wanting to see more of that monster. To feel it.

The grab and switch happens so quickly. Richard barely gets to let a sound out before he feels his back being hit against the sturdy wooden desk. But despite the swiftness of it, Richard doesn't waste a moment to bend his knees so that he can find support with the sole of his feet, carefully pushing himself further up on the desk.

"--Ngh," A strangled sound escaped from Richard's throat Silco's teeth latched on the tender skin on his shoulder, the sharp and hard edges pulling on his flesh. The bite stings ever so pleasantly and send sharp electric shock down his spin, making his nipples harden even more.

His bare tights press against the other man's frame and the free hand reaches to grab and pull on Silco's long black hair as he cages their bodies together. Fingers in his other hand finally loosen the grip around the knife's handle -- allowing the weapon to slip from his hold. For a brief moment he wonders if Silco was bold enough to bite hard enough to draw blood.

"...More, Silco. Harder."

He valued control a lot more as he aged compared to when he had been the physical age he was currently. He spent a lifetime being called a monster on some level or another, and sometimes he even let the monster out. Today happened to be that day, the affront of Chem-Barons claiming to what was his just a push too far. It wasn't often, but it felt good to let loose in the moment; very few people encouraged it for fear of what it would bring to them in comparison to his calm viciousness.

And if he expected Richard to rescind the request for roughness after their switch, he was dead wrong. If anything, he picked up on and fed on the thrill that seemed to come from the younger man underneath him. He shuddered with his own excitement, so used to a strangle hold of control that it felt unusually freeing for it to be encouraged.

Richard had requested their first time, but they hadn't known their preferences or each other on that level well. As the younger man hadn't brought it up again, he had expected the request to have been a curious short-lived one. Perhaps it was time to revisit that, not that they were overly gentle or cautious with each other in bed, but it wasn't as forceful and animalistic as this.

One hand slid up the underside of Richard's thigh, applying pressure to lift it from where Richard was using the desk for support so he could instead put that long muscular limb over one of his shoulders. He shuddered at the pull to his hair, more coming free from the tie so it dropped against his neck and cheeks as he mouthed on the mark that he left to make it more vivid and large against Richard's pale skin. He absently aware aware of the knife clattering to the floor, dangerously close to his bare foot and if anything, that just heightened the excitement as his world narrowed to this mouth.

He moved to catch Richard's mouth, and he tried to take firm control of the younger man's mouth like he wanted to hurt his lover's tonsils with his tongue. His blunt nails dug into the flesh of Richard's thigh that he was holding over his shoulder as he ground his cock against his lover's ass and vagina. His other arm moved to support himself on the desk, fingers tangling in Richard's dark hair and giving return tugs to the locks as he tested boundaries of how rough the other man wanted it.

Well, if Silco is trying to gauge out Richard's limits and tolerance for rough hands and pain he will find that there's still a lot to go. But as for now, he responds to each bite, touch and stimulation. His body jerks and twitches under Silco, leg raising and bending effortlessly behind the other man's shoulder. The shift does put him in a position that brings somewhat more challenge for Richard to uphold as his lower body was lifted partially up now. Not that he minded - it was the opposite actually, as the added pressure and strain only heightening the feeling of heated urgency.

With the other, bigger body looming over him overwhelmingly, pressing him down against the desk, leaves Richard with limited amount of space to move. So, when the mouth descends upon him all he can do is surrender and try follow the other one's lead. The kiss is rough and passionate, sucking and swallowing any stray moans and other sounds that might escape from Richard's throat.

The intensity of the kiss along with the hungry and calloused hands pulling and squeezing him, works as oil to the fire within him, sparking the flames ablaze inside his guts and feeding the arousal even further. The wetness in his groin was now obvious, the cock rubbing against his folds and nether region, spreading the slick with each thrust. The motion is almost maddening, constantly teasing him of what's to come while witholding the initial push.

In a small moment of rebellion, however, Richard tangles fingers in Silco's hair and bites down on the tender muscle invading his mouth. Not to seriously hurt or to draw blood, of course, but hopefully hard enough to give the other one a startle. There was confidence in Richard's eyes, signing a challenge his partner. He might be the one pinned down but it didn't mean he was completely at his mercy.

The situation did seem to be slipping well beyond what was required for control here. If anything, that they had specks of blood and two dead bodies in the room only heightened his arousal. While he hadn't been expecting a protest given the request, he was pleased that Richard gave as good as the younger man received as things escalated.

Of course, being taller and larger did have advantages that he rarely took for his own, normally because he surrounded himself in people who were even taller and larger than himself. Richard was no damsel, as proven when his hair was taken in hand and tongue bitten. It earned a low growl of pleasure from him, even if he knew he could lose control of his head if he wanted to keep his hair. He'd give Richard that.

His blue eyes were dark and stormy with challenge and arousal, and he scraped his nails down Richard's milky thigh with its little scars from life in combat and training. His hand dropped away at the curve of Richard's hip so he could take his erection in hand to guide himself into position. His initial thrust may have been a touch harder than usual, but being in that wet familiar heat of his lover's body bled tension from his shoulders. Like he wanted to be no where else but here and now.

He withdrew his tongue and then his mouth as he pushed his cock deeper, wanting Richard to hear the noises that escaped his throat. His hand returned to holding that thigh over his shoulder as he stood, dragging Richard up with him to see how the younger man reacted.

The blunt nails scraping along the rough edges of the already healed faint scar sends almost ticklish shivers down Richard's spine. The nerves running close to the surface of his skin twitch, making his body jerk and spasm lightly. Removing his hand from the other man's hair he let it to slide down to cup his cheek. The long and slender finger spread like spider web, blindly feeling the very familiar yet still so different facial structure beneath his touch. The shape and the frame was right, but the lack of wrinkles brought by the age and the rough, jagged scar tissue that deformed the otherwise perfect face. Feeling it was both unnerving and exciting at the same time.

A strangled noise escapes from him, the sound drowning in the wet kiss, when he feels himself being pierced by the other's erection. Despite him being soaked with arousal some force is still needed for the push to breach him. The stretch burns slightly around Richard's walls and he finds himself holding his breath until Silco's fully sheathed in, filling him to the brim.

Needlessly to say, it is a tight fit but hardly anything that Richard couldn't handle. If anything, the hotness of the burn keeps him tied into the present and focus attached to the pressing sensations in his body. His walls twitch and clenches around Silco, as if to try pull him deeper.

And when the mouth finally moves from him, Richard exhales deeply before his breath picks up the pace, air moving quickly in and out of him and pushing his chest up and down. But there wasn't much time for him to adjust his breathing before he felt their bodies to shift as they changed their positions yet again. Richard lets out a quiet yelp, bringing his injured to grasp on Silco's shoulder while the other one stayed against the desk -- trying to work as support.

"Yes," Richard's voice is heavy and hushed as he tries to catch his breath. There's a clear hue of arousal and excitement in Richard's flushed eyes as he peers beneath his damp dark curls. "That's it, Silco."

A shudder ran the length of him as he sank into that tight heat, and he was reminded as he always was each time they fell into one another's embrace that Richard was the best of both worlds regardless of how the younger man felt. His attraction had only steadily increased the more that he had been allowed to explore this body, and he marveled that Richard had come to trust him this much. They enjoyed themselves, and there was so much to learn about Richard.

He paused to give them both a few seconds to adjust to being linked physically, a low moan slipping passed his lips as those walls grasped his cock. With the angle changing as he lifted Richard's hips, he provided a few small experimental thrusts of his hips, working his lover open and wetter with the stimulation. Of course, being this new age came with race-to-the-finish-line urging, which he held in check.

He turned his face so he could nip and suck another mark into the pale skin of Richard's thigh over his shoulder, scraping with his front teeth. His fingers tugged lightly the hair in his grip as Richard had done him previously as he shifted focus to thrusting in and out of his lover's body. His pace was slow and gentle at first, but quicker than usual, it built to hard and fast like a rutting animal.

"I want to watch you come undone," he growled low in his throat, voice smooth but breathy. "Let the monster out with me, Richard."

An involuntary, strangled gasp climbs its way up through Richard's throat when the sharp teeth sank into the soft and tender flesh on his thigh. The area is much more sensitive than the collar where Silco had bit him before, dragging series of whimpers from his lips as his breathing turns more ragged. The beads of swear had begun to form on Richard's skin, running down his back. And as Silco kept picking up the pace, thrusting into him with rabid vigor, he could feel the flame blazing within his core, the heat spreading all around his body. It settles to his bones and muscles, making him spasm as the warmth tried to push through his skin, looking for an exit.

And Richard could tell that wasn't just the heat that was trying to escape from him.

Richard's eyes flutter shut when he feels few thrusts accidentally brush against the bundle of nerves inside him, making him spill the faint droplets of precum. He throws his head as much the grip on his hair allows him to, stretching his neck backwards as he surrendered to the pleasure that was coming to him from everywhere.

The strain on his muscles as his body was pulled and pushed into more challenging position all while being rocked back and forth. The roughness of Silco's hands and snap of hips, relentlessly preventing his mind to wander anywhere else than the melting heat spreading him apart. The voice calling out to him and tempting him to let go. All of it worked to build Richard towards the climax. But it wasn't enough. Something was missing.

Forcing his eyes open, Richard moved his hand that was gripping on Silco's shoulder. He brought the trembling hand over the other man's face, covering the now healthier side to imitate the man's usual appearance.

"Better."

He had fallen into Richard's wished, tempted to letting go as he hadn't particularly allowed himself in the past. His thrusts were desperate and seeking, wanting to bring them both pleasure and the angle helped with that. He could feel Richard responding under him, the heat and wet of that body welcoming his cock upon each thrust and withdrawal.

He could simply enjoy the blood-lust induced passions to completion, and yet, he found himself startled out of his rhythm when it felt sudden that a hand covered half of his face. His rhythm stuttered of course, and he nearly jerked away from the hand until the word 'better' filtered to the ten percent of his brain that was actually functioning beyond bodily instincts.

He exhaled a heated breath, shuddering at the meaning sunk in. Richard... liked his scar? The marred mark of a past near death experience he couldn't escape as an adult, the deep rot that was held at bay because of the administration of Shimmer routinely. He closed his blue eyes and then leaned into that hand. The scar gave him his Zaun nickname from the shadows, but this... felt different. It made him feel warm and accepted, made this young body less worth it.

His hand withdrew from Richard's hair, sliding down to cup and massage a breast before easing down further until he could grasp his lover's cock. It took him a few thrusts to find his rhythm again, but it did return and he timed his thrusting with the stroke of Richard's cock, catching precum on his fingers and using it as a lubricant as he pushed his face even harder into that palm.

"Richard..."

The gesture was almost the opposite that Richard had received from both of his lovers. Both Buckingham and Silco had brushed his hair aside, revealing his differentiating to urge Richard to come out from hiding and embrace himself. But the act of covering the healthy side of Silco's face hid similar sentiment behind it.

It had been interesting to see his lover in this form. The young, strong and handsome. It had offered him a glimpse to what the man could have become if he hadn't met the with the betrayal. Maybe he could've been spared from some of the darkness in his soul if he wasn't forced to carry such stigmatizing mark on his body. But that wasn't the Silco that Richard knows and who he had opened his body to. Richard preferred that form over this one, beauty be damned.

Richard's cocked to side when his hair was released and giving him room for more movement. He closes his eyes again and shudders when the hot hand slides down his body, moving the weight on his chest along with the rhythm of his thrusting. When the fingers moved down to curl around his own erection he bucks his hips forward and arches his back, his muscles taut like a violin string. With the added attention on such sensitive member, along with the constant stimulation pushing on his nerves, it didn't take long until Richard could feel the fire explode in his body. Parting his red, flushed lips Richard let out a quiet cry and moved his own hand to grab on the back of Silco's neck as he felt the spark inside him urge the orgasm out of him.

Edited 2024-10-06 17:19 (UTC)

Silco realized very early on when they rolled in the sheets together that Richard was easy to please; there was both a lack of a experience and extra points for stimulation that made the younger man almost easy to drive towards orgasm. This time was no different of course, though perhaps both of them were riding a bit too high from their antics earlier with the Chem-Barons.

He did not stop watching Richard as the younger man arched and moved on his desk, papers clinging to that pale skin. The uncovered eye watched the bounce of Richard's breasts with each thrust, sweat creating a sheen on the both of them as they found that unified pace as they chased down their orgasms together. He pressed his face more against that warm hand, one that had caused death right along with his own.

His thrusts sped up, driving for that peak which was rapidly building. He felt and heard Richard careen over the edge of it first, shuddering as those walls clenched on his own cock, which he continued to barrel right along in a messy rutting desperation even as he felt warm spilling over his fingers. The scent of death and blood clung to the back of his throat and nose, layering an element of raw openness.

It probably wasn't right to relish killing like this. Something was likely wrong with him. What else was new though? He and Richard were kindred in that perhaps.

He made a low growling moan as his last few thrusts into that tight heat sent him into his orgasm, and he thrust as deep as he could as it washed over him. He released himself into Richard, shuddering and panting and moaning as he sagged a shoulder to drop his lover's thigh from there so he could lean further to trap Richard against his desk.

Maybe there was indeed something wrong with them both. In Richard's mind there was nothing unusual about this heated desire between them. A lot of men indulged in their passions and lust after a battle and searched a woman to satiate their feverish hunger. Richard, of course, had never partaken in such activity. Not even when Edward would send a prostitute to his rooms without his permission. But he did understand the appeal. There was nothing quite like riding on the high after a fresh kill, adrenaline still rushing the warm blood in their veins.

Blood and sweat, pain and pleasure, death and rebirth. Two sides of the same coin, walking hand in hand.

With a choked sob, Richard grabs hard on Silco's back as they both soar towards the finishing line. The blunt nails scratching the surface of his bare skin, no doubt leaving red marks. It was like the embers within his body were finally set in blaze, burning away the awkward lines of his body, melting him together with the one above of him that was relentlessly thrusting inside. And when Silco reaches his climax, emptying himself in Richard, he swears he can feel the other man's heartbeat as his own.

For a quick second, Richard thinks that he might actually black out here and now. But then he feels his body going lax as the muscles finally relax, leaving him laying boneless and sag against the desk. And when he feels the weight of the other body descending down on him, he immediately pulls his lover closer, lips curling up into a lazy smile.

Let's hope that there wasn't anything too valuable on the desk. Because yeah, Richard might've knocked down some objects during their endeavor.

Who was he to deny the pleasure of sharing this entire moment with another who he didn't think would judge him for it? There were very few people he allowed himself to unleash that anger with unless it was out of his control; even Jinx he was the one in control to offset her chaos. No one had encouraged him quite like Richard and for that, he felt the warmth between them growing.

His back and shoulders rose towards the drag of those nails over his sweat-sheened skin, the burn of it highlighting the edges of his pleasure. He hoped there were welts, maybe even in a little blood to scab in order to remember this unusual moment between them. He coveted this like a secret they could glance at each other in mutual remembrance.

Still, his hand moved from between them as he fell forward on the desk, not caring one bit for the contents that remained and especially not the contents that had fallen off of it. He lay on the younger man, keeping himself buried deep inside of Richard and he dropped his face to nuzzle along the side of his lover's neck and jaw. His chest worked air in and out of his lungs, warm puffs of air against Richard's skin. He peppered a few kisses along his lover's neck for good measure.

"That was... certainly something else." Raw, blissful, animalistic. He didn't deny how good it felt.

'That certainly was something else.' that sure is one way to put it.

Richard, too, was catching his breath, his chest raising heavily with each intake. The kisses along his neck brought him back to the moment, making him slowly aware of his own body again. He stared up at the ceiling with his wide eyes, looking at the colorful patterns drawn on it with his dazed gaze. There's a cramping ache in his thighs and abs, after holding up such straining position while the other man drove inside him.

He had asked Silco to let the monster out and the man sure had provided. It wasn't like Silco was necessarily the most gentle lover out there, which Richard preferred, but this had been more than that. Speechless, he traced the faint claw marks he had left on his partner's back with his fingers. Indulging in the sensation of being full and pinned down in the warmth. The air was thick with the musky odor. The blood, sweat and spent having mixed into each other.

"..Even the pain turns into pleasure." He says eventually, voice low and airy. Yes, that's his estimation of it all. Richard supposes he did understand what the saints meant when they said that pain brought them closer to divine. Or something like that.

But something was missing.

After a silent break, he slid his hands up, bringing them up to cup his lover's face.

"Silco.. There is something I need to do."

He nodded his head at the words, agreeing with Richard on that fact. The sting of the marks on his back intermingled with the ebbing pleasure high that he was slowly descending from. He was in no hurry to move, especially with Richard's fingers moving over the rising welts on his shoulders. Pain and pleasure mingled together, as it should be with such interactions.

He opened both of his blue eyes when his lover's hands cupped his face, peering at the younger man. Hair clung to his sweaty skin, and the hair tye was basically doing nothing, giving him a wilder appearance than usual. His breathing was starting to return to some semblance of normal, and he shifted a small amount.

It took him a few moments to process the words, and he lifted his head from the younger man's hands. "Leaving so soon then?" Well, he supposed he'd have to call the cleaners to put his office into rights again.

There's almost a feverish and dreamy look to Richard's eyes peeking underneath the dark and messy curls. His fingers rub lazily against Silco's cheekbones as he looks right into the disheveled pair of blue eyes. At first he thinks about kissing him, but decides against it in favor of being able to look at him and get drunk on this sweet post coital bliss.

But then Silco moves, prompting Richard to follow in suit. With a silent grunt he props himself to sit up and lean on his elbows. There's a a slight discomfort when he eventually feels Silco to slip outside of him, allowing some of the fluid trickle down his thighs on the table. Yeah. The bodies aren't only one's that Silco needs to call cleanup for.

Oh. And speaking of the bodies?

"No. That's not it." He croaks, placing a reassuring hand on Silco's shoulder. "Get me my shirt."

He stepped backwards and lifted a hand to find and pull at the hairtye that had become almost completely ineffectual. His shoulder-length hair tumbled against his neck, joining most of the strands that were already clinging there by drying sweat. His other hand joined to gather up the loose hair to return it to a state off of his hot skin, but at the same time, his gaze crawled over Richard's nudity.

It was quite the sight, especially the mess they had made together. He'd never had anyone he considered 'claimed' before, and he wasn't a possessive person by nature (or so he liked to think). However, there was something primal and completely sexual of signs of their sex covering their bodies. There was a brief 'we did that', which wasn't unusual in context. They had a sex frequently, but perhaps he hadn't taken the time quite like now where everything came with a hyperfocus before.

He turned his head once his hair was up in a messy bun and stepped away long enough to retrieve Richard's shirt. He grabbed his too for good measure since it was close by the first, and he returned to offer it to his lover. "What are you planning, hmm? We could shower?"

Flat | Top-Level Comments Only

[ic inbox]

no subject

no subject

no subject

no subject

no subject

no subject

no subject

no subject

no subject

no subject

no subject

no subject

no subject

no subject

no subject

no subject

no subject

no subject